Expression’s..

Expression’s…Life is sometime more about how you express yourself…Whether it be in personal life or in an official environment or an encounter with a stranger…May be you can sum up as “How you Respond/Express to any of the Events in life determine the Outcome” ( I call it the E+R = O formula of life )…I am not gonna get into philosophy now…This is about expression’s, so let me stick to the topic…whats the best expression u hav come across so far in your life or the one which strike ur mind, which, when u look back now make u feel so good, laugh, and make u cherish those moments?…i jus looked back…OMG…I am cornered by myriad of sweet, old, gold memories…If u ask which is the best?, its like asking the creator “among your creation which is the best?”..There never can be such a unanimous entity when it comes to memories too…but again ssome jus stands out… This is such one thing…and some hav questioned, “Can eyes speak/express much more powerfully than words do”…this incident proved me, sometime it can be…But many a time we miss to notice tht gaze rather waiting for words…Someone said “Those who can speak through the eyes, can also kiss with a gaze”…though I am not sure abt the latter part, the former part, I agree 101%…

So here I go…This is the girl whom I met in my college first year (he he he he…thts almost 8+ years ago), who is not my dept, kinda gud looking (then) though I won’t bet now, tht she is THE beautiful (truth hurts :-P), who looks calm, with a Beelzebub within. Some were crazy abt her rgt from day 1, but our gang saw her as jus another egoistic, a girl with atti problem. But anyway after a small stint we were friends and the BSNL telephone was the foremost profit maker bcos of our friendship. It doesn’t mean we never meet. We do meet occasionally (“Occasionally” – read as once per day outside college campus :-P)…After sometime we were very much comfortable with our friendship, that she was able to find a reason to fight everyday, no matter wht it costs to find tht one reason for the day….And not to mention, always SHE who starts the fight and I end it :-P…Jus one fine weekend our conversation over the phone strike something like me asking her relative’s names etc etc and she ended up her forbearance and asked…

SHE : ”Wht are u going to do with their names etc etc, when u r not even sure of meeting them?”… (I thought “is this gonna be the reason for today?”)

ME: “So wht I hav not yet met my wife…but still I know her name by-heart”…

SHE : “hey come on…how come thts possible…u r the guy who keep blabbering tht u wont get married, then how come wife and her name too?” …

(Damn it…These girls do think sometime…)

ME: “so wht…I can call her the “MAY BE” wife… as they say “WOULD BE”…

SHE: Haan haan…so how sure u r abt ur guess?

ME: “hello thts not guess…thts the fact I know”…

SHE: “Is it… then tell me na, ur so called MAY BE wife’s name”…

Though my intension was not to make the conversation surreptitious, the interest she showed provoked me to make some fun out of this…and to add up the fun, there was some strange coincidence with her name and wht I thought of to make fun…so at this point I think I can introduce my friend(i) name…

Her name was Sri Devi…

ME: “ok I will giv a clue y cant u find it out urself?… its very easy and u know very well”

SHE: “hmmm ok…I will giv a try…giv the clue”…

ME: “It’s a 7 letter word…hey my dad is in…I think its almost 2 hours…let me hang up b4 he kills me”

End of day-1

Next day we met in our usual spot, spoke a ton words (now don’t read as flirting :-))…finally b4 leaving the topic raised again…

SHE: “hey tht 1 clue was not suff…Thts too generic…giv me one more…”

ME: “hmmm…ok…wish granted…her name can be split into 2 parts in English”

(Inner instinct told me to escape immediately from the vicinity and I did so…)

End of day-2

After this, the week went so fast with some busy crap college things, tht we never spoke after tht…hurray Friday night…I reached home after the usual gang roaming and called her…

ME: “hi….(thought of telling something…The other end seems non stop now)”

SHE: “hey…pls pls pls…one more final clue…quiet close enuf….”

ME: “ohh u r still thinking abt tht…i told na, u know it very well…cant u guess even by now?…I gav almost the most crucial clues to crack”

SHE: “no my peasized brain couldn’t decode with ur clues…pls one more final clue which I can guess”

ME: “hmmmm…ok…there are these letters “S” and “R” consecutively in the first part….”

SHE: “Deiiii…r u sure?….” (Is tht a shock?)

ME: “anyway I hav given almost the name now…u think for urself…anyway I will catch up with u tomo at ur place…i am hanging up”

Ya very short…why the hell I wanna get screwed up on weekend from my dad, when I was expecting some pocket money for my weekend bashings…

Next day I went to her home in late afternoon…I felt, she seems to be expecting me eagerly. Anyway I was jus making fun with the same issue for almost an hour and half…I kept one telling “u know it…u know it very well”…but she kept on telling…”fine..i know it…but I wanna listen it from u…so u tell me b4 I tell”…finally I decided to end up this game…I asked for a paper and pen…

And wrote in tht, in block letters “Mrs.Arun” and gav it to her…

Once she read…she looked at me…well this is the moment which I still cant forget, and never will forget to remember…her eyes showed up the emotions which I hav never seen till tht time…whts tht… agony of being shafted, being falsy abt her anticipation, height of her innocence, a pinch of laughter, smile, giggle…wht not?…its summation of almost all wht she felt tht time…though she dint uttered even a word…I saw everything clearly in her eyes…now even after 8 years when I jus thuink abt this…it brings such a gud feel…make me relax abt the current situation…sure it was a moment to be cherished life long…Eyes…sure they express much more than words can…

As I am the one who started the game, I don’t wanna act like hypocrite asking her “hey wht u thought?”….bcos I very well know wht she was expecting (or am i the one who made her to expect tht way?) …so ended up the game in a fair way without asking more abt wht she was expecting…But her eyes spoked to me all wht she felt…

Many people come and go in our life…some may not be able to express themselves how they feel whether its anger, luv, sympathy, pain, pleasure etc etc etc in words…but believe me…Eyes express them…so watch out…

When is the last time an eye spoke to u?